Think before you speak...

I found this phrase i think..i like this...

"Before you judge my life, my past or my character... Walk in my shoes, walk the path I have traveled, live my sorrow, my doubts, my fear, my pain and my laughter.. Remember, everyone has a story. When you've lived my life then you can judge me."

yup...ehmm..mb.. people can talk everything about me..without knowing what inside my heart..why it's happened..?  without trying to put their-self  in my shoe..yea..they don't know..if i have a choice i don't want to live with 'this'...people said...everyone have choice..but have they think about that choice..?sometimes some people have so many choices..and some other people only have a choice..For those who have so many choices..once we choose and suddenly we feel dats not correct and we want to revert all again..it will cause something...either something related to us or others..and of coz it will give us pain...hurting..frustrating..disappointing..and so many feeling..the bad feeling..and they said..'it's okay..it will heal by times'..to talk is easy..but to going through that things...is not easy..
Now..I'm going through a difficult time in my life..is not easy to be ME....sometimes...i don't want them to agree with me..i just want them to understand why it's happened..without blaming me and sometimes i just want to talk..to share..to show my feeling..and no need to advise or blame me again..is it possible?...yea..i know they have their own opinion...experience..they have their own eyes..own feeling..but..please think before voice out..mb..it will hurt others feeling..

i really appreciate all the concern..the kindness....ehmm..try to be me..try to feel what i feel..and ..give me advise..opinion..

like i always said to myself...'follow the flow...'..actually...i try to change everything...coz...i don't want to live with this...it's hurt me..more  and more..and i know it...things is not easy....it's not easy actually....fuhhhh....

Kosong

rasa kosong sangt..entahlah...nape lah pagi2 ni mood tak best...betul2 rasa alone...kosong....kosong...kosong..

I miss u 'h'...

I don't know why..i miss someone..

someone who has entered in my life..

i hope he will fine...:(