Cuti-cuti

Malam esok berlepas ke Perhentian.company trip.Tak tahu kenapa hati ni berbelah bagi.bercampur baur.susah hati pun ada..bungaku tak sihat..mak kata dia selsema & rashes..bila anak tak sihat ni..mulalah rasa tak sedap hati nak pegi trip.anak tak sihat..mummy dia pulak berpoya2..tp trip ni terpaksa pergi,kalau tak nak pegi kena bayar RM900.lagipun kalau nak pegi sendiri tak tahulah bile..mulanya aku tak nak pegi pun..tapi bile fikirkan apa yang dah jadi rasanya tak salah aku hiburkan hati sikit...dengan kawan2..harap sumenya akan selamat..tak sabar nak hbs trip..bolehlah balik tengok bintang & bungaku..mummy rindu kat anak2 mummy..rindu dengan celoteh anak lelakiku..hmmmm...barang tak pack lagi..Terengganu..waiting for me..;)

Lonely & Alone

Arghhh!!!feel lonely & alone..my star & my flower already in Ipoh.I'm just arrived from my sister's house..I miss my children so much..Sometimes i think that..if he knew whats the impact to the family..it should be like this..I'm sure now we live together...but..thing has happened.we can't turn around time...i just follow the flow..hope there is the answer behind this..I love them..I love them so much..There is him inside my heart..

Company Trip

end of this month my company will arrange a company trip in Redang & Perhentian.this is the third time i join the company trip with this company since i work here nearly 5 years..before this they brought us to Phuket & Langkawi..& now at Redang & Perhentian..Excited???not really couse i can't bring my lovely children..this trip is for STAFF only.my mother & my husband will look after them..ehmmm...so sad..& miss them so much..my mom will fetch them 2morrow.so next week I'll be alone.my star & my flower..of course mummy will miss both of u so much..

Salam

at last..aku terjebak gak ngan dunia blogging..hehehe..actually dah lama nak start tulis blog..tapi tak sempat..ini pun cuba untuk menulis..blog ini hanyalah mengenai diriku dan org2 di sekelilingku...tempat untuk ku meluahkan ape yang terbuku di hati...selamat berblogging calla!!!